Fake... ♥
"Fake people, manikins everywhere
See your secrets filling in the air, they stare
They glare, they all look at you
You want to run away to the place you feel you can be real
Past them, ignore their eyes
Their looks of thrill is hypnotized
Hurry, toss that penny in that wishing well
And pray for God to reveal
Which people are real"
Hey guys,
So, today was another day. I'm not feeling well. Aside from me getting another cold, i'm worried. "She" really loves the guy. Has deep feelings for him. He seemed like a good guy. He showed me how much he had the same feelings for her. He showed me the nice side of him. The sweet and shy side. That's the side he's showing her. I'm afraid. What if he hurts her? What if he's just using her? Either way, i don't like him flirting with other girls. I saw him holding hands with this 7th grade girl. Aparently, he wasa flirting with this 6th grade girl?! Ugh. In physics, when he was in my table group, he found out i use to like him, and after that he kept asking me if i was jealous of KA..? First of all, why would i be jealous of my friend? Sure, i am the jealous type, but KA is a dear and well loved friend of mine. If she is happy, then i'm happy because i want to see her happy. Anyway, one day he came up to me, only small inches away from my face and asked me if i like him. Then he once rested his face on my arm while i was writing, not asking me how i felt about that. Personally, i don't like that. He has a girlfriend for goodness sakes! Does he not know how SHE feels about the actions he makes?!
One day, he asked me if i would still like him if he broke up with her. I was shocked by his question. Really. Why would he dare ask that? That's like saying "When i break up with her, will you be mine?" and that's not good. At all. This just boils my blood. I want to help my friend KA so bad. But she seems so happy with him! I don't want to ruin that happiness by telling her to break up with him because hes a bad boyfriend. But yet again, i'm afraid she'll get hurt beacuse of him. Personally, if i were her i would be very pissed. I mean, i know i'm the jealous type but i wouldn't want to see my boyfriend flirting with other girls! It would completely crush me ):
~Anieshim
5:04 PM
"Fake people, manikins everywhere